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Why Do I See Violent Gore in My Dreams While Actively Trying to Relax?
Last night, I was watching a chill streamer. I was high, a little drunk, maybe too cozy. I was finally letting myself unwind. There was no work waiting…
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repeat until collapse
Another day, just before work begins.I feel like I have no control. In a couple of hours, I’ll be working. The same routine. Demanding, demanding, demanding. Nothing I…
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my pain’s format concerns me only
my pain doesn’t have to be “presentable”. my pain that petrifies me beyond my basic human needs is not something you can just hear and comment on at…
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You can call me Celestica. This space is where I leave behind the things I don’t know how to carry. Pieces of writing, photographs, poems, and states of mind that never fully left. Welcome.
