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  • Retail therapy is good for the soul

    Retail therapy is good for the soul

    Written in the quiet hours of a night spent looking for something to buy, just to feel something. ╴╴╴╴╴⊹ꮺ˚ ╴╴╴╴╴⊹˚ ╴╴╴╴˚ೃ ╴╴ I want to be beautiful because…

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  • before The White Lotus finale

    before The White Lotus finale

    I’ve always been more drawn to the moment right before something ends. That strange, suspended place where the ending exists but hasn’t happened yet. When I watch a…

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  • When I Stopped Speaking

    When I Stopped Speaking

    Written after noticing I still hold my breath before certain letters. · · ─ ·𖥸· ─ · · For the first two and a half years of my…

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  • My Prison of Perception

    My Prison of Perception

    Listening to Heroin by Lana Del Rey, written after seeing someone too beautiful to be burdened. ┈┈·୨ ✦ ୧·┈┈ ‘Beautiful’ was the first word I ever taught myself…

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  • I am slow, explain to me what we are rushing toward

    I am slow, explain to me what we are rushing toward

    My creative side has always been the one thing that tethered me to life. Ever since I was a child, it’s been the part of me that made…

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  • food doesn’t work

    food doesn’t work

    There’s a kind of girl I want to be. Weightless. Beyond needing anything at all. Food ruins that fantasy. It’s control. It’s about sculpting myself into something that…

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Vampire, Edvard Munch

You can call me Celestica. This space is where I leave behind the things I don’t know how to carry. Pieces of writing, photographs, poems, and states of mind that never fully left. Welcome.