• no reflection left in my eyes?

    no reflection left in my eyes?

    Written after getting home late with a backpack full of shit and a heart that feels a little too empty. Humming I look into your eyes but I…

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  • I cried, then we danced

    I cried, then we danced

    We were at my boyfriend’s mother’s birthday party. It was the kind of gathering where the table is full, laughter spills over, and you try to keep your…

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  • One Day They’ll Realize I’m Not Real

    One Day They’ll Realize I’m Not Real

    Written during another evening spent trying to sound like a person who knows who she is. Have You Seen Me? 𓈒⠀𓂃⠀⠀˖⠀𓇬⠀˖⠀⠀𓂃⠀𓈒  There are days when existing feels like…

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  • Why Did I Stop Listening to Music?

    Why Did I Stop Listening to Music?

    Written in the silence I once filled with songs. ⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂ ⠂⠄⠄⠂☆ As a kid, music was everything to me. It was how I escaped. Singing helped me regulate…

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  • Still Mine

    Still Mine

    Written while looping “Mine” by Alice Glass and wondering if pain can ever really become mine again, after someone else claimed it first. ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟᶻ 𝗓…

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  • Did You Hear That? I Didn’t

    Did You Hear That? I Didn’t

    Written while holding both my phones upside down like that would change something. ✦ .  ⁺   . ✦ .  ⁺   . ✦ .  ⁺   .…

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