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  • weight of my hair

    weight of my hair

    My hair has always carried the marks of different times, feelings, and separations in my life. In elementary school, when chronic eczema took over my scalp and stained…

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  • let me check again

    let me check again

    At night, my apartment, I mean wherever I happen to stay, turns into a memory museum. Floors creak too loudly, the faucet starts sounding like a concert and…

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  • help is a coal stove for me

    help is a coal stove for me

    Since I began blogging, I’ve noticed something about the way I speak about myself. To write about a feeling, to open up about anything at all, it has…

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  • My birthday is seeping into me

    My birthday is seeping into me

    There’s a pressure that builds in my chest every year around this time. I still can’t put a name on it. Ever since I recognized that people celebrated…

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  • a summary of my augusts

    a summary of my augusts

    a short one. there has always been something about my birth month that brings a lump to my throat. something shamelessly haunts me, makes my soul heavier each…

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  • I don’t have a best friend anymore

    I don’t have a best friend anymore

    After a certain time in my life, I’ve always lived somewhere in the middle. In school, I was never the loudest or the most withdrawn. I was just…

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Vampire, Edvard Munch

You can call me Celestica. This space is where I leave behind the things I don’t know how to carry. Pieces of writing, photographs, poems, and states of mind that never fully left. Welcome.